“I’m truly afraid of…”

…making the wrong decision.  I am absolutely terrified.  And I pray about it.  I pray a lot.  I think God gets sick of hearing from me, but I do pray.  I guess my biggest fear would be making the wrong decision and hurting someone in the process.  I just want to do what’s best for me, and everyone else in my life.  I don’t want to hurt anyone.  I still question myself, my decisions.  I doubt myself.  Highly.  A lot.  I pray to make the right decision.  I pray that God will just show me the signs and lead me to where I need to go, where He wants me to go.  But in the end…I am afraid I misread His signs.  I’m afraid I’m doing something wrong.

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  1. If u would… if there’s one thing i learned in life, that would be no matter what decision we make, where ever we end up… God is ten steps ahead of us already.

    If in the process u end up hurting someone, even hurting yourself, well maybe it’s for the good. Maybe it’s a part of the lesson you should learn. Kinda like falling for the first time you know? (you can take that anyway you want).

    Listen to what he is saying to you, and praying is good. Trust me, he’s NEVER sick of hearing from you. I’m sure he appreciates that u trust him. Just trust in him with all your heart :P God wont give you anything you can’t handle.

  2. I don’t know if hurting anyone is for the good, but fear is one of the greatest lessons we learn along the path. In this moment, in the presence of the Spirit, there is no fear. http://www.gnuzworks.com

  3. meh, you worry too much. and about a lot of things that you don’t need to worry about. what makes you such a bad person that God will get tired of listening to you? why would He get tired of hearing from anyone? I agree with them though, you need to learn to trust God. more so than you do now at least. but what do I know, most people should simply learn to ignore me anyway, most already have! =p


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