Where to begin….

Apparently I only blog when things are either going fantastically or terribly.  My blog doesn’t cover the gray areas, mostly because I guess the entries would consist of “nothing really going on right now.  Very Swiss-like.”  Needless to say, not very interesting.  Instead, I’m working my way through season three of Dawson’s Creek, sitting on the couch in my new residence, and thinking about the fact that one of my best friends who swore he wouldn’t kick me to the curb or let me down, has done just that.  Therefore, my patience is gone.  I can feel my cynicism returning and basically I’m finding significantly less reasons to fight it.  I seem to remember that at some point, my witty cynical self was rather charming.  Or not.  I don’t know.  Maybe it’s not that I’m returning to my cynical self but rather just not relying on people anymore.  I mean, you can only do it so many times before you get tired of being let down.  So for anyone who hasn’t seen me in awhile or hasn’t even met me yet, if you really want to get to know me, don’t be put off by my extreme trust issues.  I come by them honestly.